Yien Houng told me this morning that my blog is BORING. Oh yeah, I am still "oh yeah" ! Walao! Do you think it's boring? L.O.L.
Personally I also think my blog is like nothing much special. Compared with other's blogs, they are much much more better than mine.
Take Jordan's blog as example, he can express his point-of-view very professionally and we as readers can vividly feel his feelings and emotions. This is very good blog! Kristine's one is also one of my favourites because lot's of happenings can be known there, with her super good English also! And aso lot's of others one, I LOVE THEM ALL!
Unlike mine, my blog seems to like ONLY reporting everything I have done for that particular day, and occasionally put it some thoughts about it. Boring right?
However, I still keep myself optimistic. I will always try my best to present my best in this chamber. Neither I want to stop blogging since it gives me much joy from it.
So, please do keep reading all my 3 blogs and if possible, bookmark it! Hehehe...
God bless you all!
September 5, 2006
Bored sleepless night
Just woke up 10 minutes ago. I failed to have a good night sleep, since I slept at the living room just now! Haha, since it's so hot without the air-conditioner, so automatically woke up lo.
What to do in this late night? I could hardly check my email, downloads, update, news and so on. Luckily Geoffrey also having the insomnia, so both of us chatted for a while.
Nowadays my life is something like this. I also don't know why I like it. I really enjoy the dawn time, that's from 0300 to 0500. It's very quiet, without the need to worry about. If I can get out from my house at least now, the breeze is very refreshing just like natural air-conditioner. With the music through headphone, it's truly feel like heaven on earth.
Let the power of Lord's love, show me the way in my life, and guide me to do his will everyday. I cannot live without my Lord!
God bless you all! Love you all very much!
What to do in this late night? I could hardly check my email, downloads, update, news and so on. Luckily Geoffrey also having the insomnia, so both of us chatted for a while.
Nowadays my life is something like this. I also don't know why I like it. I really enjoy the dawn time, that's from 0300 to 0500. It's very quiet, without the need to worry about. If I can get out from my house at least now, the breeze is very refreshing just like natural air-conditioner. With the music through headphone, it's truly feel like heaven on earth.
Let the power of Lord's love, show me the way in my life, and guide me to do his will everyday. I cannot live without my Lord!
God bless you all! Love you all very much!
September 4, 2006
Sleep too much
Today is somewhat sleeping crazy, where I slept in the morning and all of afternoon! I do not really know what's the reason of it after all, just enjoy to sleep!
After the tiring works in Food Fair last week, I returned school with much joy and energy in my heart. I was lucky enough to be at the backstage in assembly to lead all of school members for the School's Oath. Kinda fun actually to chat with Dayang and Lydianna at the backstage, which I think they are very nice. I surely could see their disappointment in racial prejudice in the Prefect Board, which I think should be banned out of the school. Jealous of Dayang too because she told me she will going to many places such as Holland and Australia during holiday, even next week for her sister wedding at Kota Kinabalu!
You know, I am also the one who wants freedom at sometime, to travel care freely alone, regardless of places, as long as I am free enough. I really likes travelling!
After that in that spot check, I managed to "fish up" a DVD at 1B. It's easy to only need to do bag check in class, without have to deal with students outside. Sometimes I do fed up with them. Every time principals and teachers has to remind again and again about their attire, attitude, discipline and so on. Don't they think they also fed up of it also? Or do they want all the troubles on them? I only can sigh for them.
Likewise I said, I slept too much. I slept in Add Maths lessons, where somebody else are penalise where I am not. Tried to sleep again due to boredom, but failed, so just chit chat with friends. Back at home, I slept again, for about 3-4 hours. Even the intense heat and the smelly sweat wakes me up, I still force myself to sleep!
And the now, I am free like bird. I hope I can invert my day, that's sleeping in the day, active at night. Of course this is impossible, but surely, I enjoy nigh time more than daytime. It's so peaceful and free.
How's my friends at Langkawi now? Their presence is so missed in school. I hope all my friends can live, rest, sleep peacefully now, so that everyone may have a vibrant, hopeful tomorrow.
God bless you all!
After the tiring works in Food Fair last week, I returned school with much joy and energy in my heart. I was lucky enough to be at the backstage in assembly to lead all of school members for the School's Oath. Kinda fun actually to chat with Dayang and Lydianna at the backstage, which I think they are very nice. I surely could see their disappointment in racial prejudice in the Prefect Board, which I think should be banned out of the school. Jealous of Dayang too because she told me she will going to many places such as Holland and Australia during holiday, even next week for her sister wedding at Kota Kinabalu!
You know, I am also the one who wants freedom at sometime, to travel care freely alone, regardless of places, as long as I am free enough. I really likes travelling!
After that in that spot check, I managed to "fish up" a DVD at 1B. It's easy to only need to do bag check in class, without have to deal with students outside. Sometimes I do fed up with them. Every time principals and teachers has to remind again and again about their attire, attitude, discipline and so on. Don't they think they also fed up of it also? Or do they want all the troubles on them? I only can sigh for them.
Likewise I said, I slept too much. I slept in Add Maths lessons, where somebody else are penalise where I am not. Tried to sleep again due to boredom, but failed, so just chit chat with friends. Back at home, I slept again, for about 3-4 hours. Even the intense heat and the smelly sweat wakes me up, I still force myself to sleep!
And the now, I am free like bird. I hope I can invert my day, that's sleeping in the day, active at night. Of course this is impossible, but surely, I enjoy nigh time more than daytime. It's so peaceful and free.
How's my friends at Langkawi now? Their presence is so missed in school. I hope all my friends can live, rest, sleep peacefully now, so that everyone may have a vibrant, hopeful tomorrow.
God bless you all!
September 3, 2006
Super sleepy
Whooa, by the time now, I am really out of my energy level. How I wish I can just jump into my bed and have a night of good sleep.
The Sunday Mass this morning gives me a very good reflection. Am I such a hypocrites just like Pharasees? Am I only giving lip sevice to God? Am I far away from my Lord Jesus Christ? The Lord taught me today, to accept His Word with a sincere, real, and soft heart (weird translation right?), for His Word shall never pass away and can rescue my soul.
I do have to agree. Sometimes we are too obsessed with things outside, we judged from outside. It's the inside that matters the most, which gives us a real picture of persons and things. My hope is that the Lord, gives me His strength, to let me have the equilibrium of externality and internality, so that in noth ways, I can please and serve my Lord, with a sincere heart.
Doing nothing much actually, as I always missed and daydreamed many people in my mind throughout the day. Sleep almost dominated the whole afternoon, as really I don't have enough sleeps for days already. SMS with Xian Mei after long sleep, then install numerous softwares, pray Rosary and vespers. Kinda disappointed also not able to watch The Apprentice, my favourite show due to the celebrity marriage ceremony.
As for next week, I dream and hope that everything will go smoothly, face them with patience, and also trust my Lord at all time.
God bless you all!
The Sunday Mass this morning gives me a very good reflection. Am I such a hypocrites just like Pharasees? Am I only giving lip sevice to God? Am I far away from my Lord Jesus Christ? The Lord taught me today, to accept His Word with a sincere, real, and soft heart (weird translation right?), for His Word shall never pass away and can rescue my soul.
I do have to agree. Sometimes we are too obsessed with things outside, we judged from outside. It's the inside that matters the most, which gives us a real picture of persons and things. My hope is that the Lord, gives me His strength, to let me have the equilibrium of externality and internality, so that in noth ways, I can please and serve my Lord, with a sincere heart.
Doing nothing much actually, as I always missed and daydreamed many people in my mind throughout the day. Sleep almost dominated the whole afternoon, as really I don't have enough sleeps for days already. SMS with Xian Mei after long sleep, then install numerous softwares, pray Rosary and vespers. Kinda disappointed also not able to watch The Apprentice, my favourite show due to the celebrity marriage ceremony.
As for next week, I dream and hope that everything will go smoothly, face them with patience, and also trust my Lord at all time.
God bless you all!
September 2, 2006
Time is running slow
Nevertheless, the sleepless nights continues for me. Still lot's of important software are yet to be installed, but yet I am here to blog some for myself.
I went to airport early in this morning, thanks to Emma's mother. It's rather an overwhelming sad and jealous feeling to see them go to Langkawi, without me being selected. As I waved goodbye to them and watch the plane flew away, it's makes my heart sink.
As a result of not getting enough sleep, I could hardly focus on something today. I nearly slept during homily, I cannot take good pictures at Food Fair, I was "giving up" working. Everything seems frustrating to me.
Talk about Food Fair, I only enjoyed to be a part time ice-cream vendor. It's really fun to dig the ice cream, seeing the smiling faces around the kids and adults, and also apologizing for not skillful enough to dig them. Haha.
Fun to show how "lan" I dig those ice creams!
Posing in front of Nestle ice box!
I went to airport early in this morning, thanks to Emma's mother. It's rather an overwhelming sad and jealous feeling to see them go to Langkawi, without me being selected. As I waved goodbye to them and watch the plane flew away, it's makes my heart sink.
As a result of not getting enough sleep, I could hardly focus on something today. I nearly slept during homily, I cannot take good pictures at Food Fair, I was "giving up" working. Everything seems frustrating to me.
Talk about Food Fair, I only enjoyed to be a part time ice-cream vendor. It's really fun to dig the ice cream, seeing the smiling faces around the kids and adults, and also apologizing for not skillful enough to dig them. Haha.
Fun to show how "lan" I dig those ice creams!
Posing in front of Nestle ice box!
Tiring jobs followed as I am waiting impatiently to go home. Although not bodily tired, I do it kinda slow due to no mood. Too moody nowadays, not really know what's the reason. I guess still the same lame reasons stated long time ago, lol.
Back home, I just had a moderate bath and slept. Since then, I become more moody because my parents were nagging me to clean myself and do other things. Frustrated, as I am trying to be patient with them and also with my MOOD! Have another long long hot-watered bath after beng mooded.
And now I am here to blog and chat. It's a long long day for me.
Very miss my friends at Langkawi now, especially Emma. Hope and pray that they may return home safely next week. Also hope and pray that Priscilla will get well soon. I was missing her presence at church and also during food fair this morning.
That's for all for today! Hope you all don't get MOODED BY ME! L.O.L.!
Love you all! God bless you all!
Back home, I just had a moderate bath and slept. Since then, I become more moody because my parents were nagging me to clean myself and do other things. Frustrated, as I am trying to be patient with them and also with my MOOD! Have another long long hot-watered bath after beng mooded.
And now I am here to blog and chat. It's a long long day for me.
Very miss my friends at Langkawi now, especially Emma. Hope and pray that they may return home safely next week. Also hope and pray that Priscilla will get well soon. I was missing her presence at church and also during food fair this morning.
That's for all for today! Hope you all don't get MOODED BY ME! L.O.L.!
Love you all! God bless you all!
September 1, 2006
Long long night
What a long night till dawn! It's already 0445 now!
My sleeping plan is corrupted by a sudden virus attack. It's called Brontok, a Malaysian-made worm. It comes into my PC for a second time already through my backup CD. Can't believe I am also backing up the worm? As I know PC can never ever be restarted, so I just quickly installed AVG. AVG managed to captured it. Still feeling not enough, I captured it myself deep-rootedly, searching for that worm everywhere, from registry, to folders, etc etc.
Later, since the backup CD is also infected, I need to download all the pictures needed to be given to Madam Jenny. I have to download it one-by-one, which is kinda tiring. Even strong coffee cannot prevent me from feeling sleepy. Rain outside even adds to this sleepiness.
It's rather exhausting by now, but rather happy can chat with Fr. Gabriel in this early dawn. I am awaiting for the rising sun, to bring me new hope, a new spirit, a new strength.
God bless you all!
My sleeping plan is corrupted by a sudden virus attack. It's called Brontok, a Malaysian-made worm. It comes into my PC for a second time already through my backup CD. Can't believe I am also backing up the worm? As I know PC can never ever be restarted, so I just quickly installed AVG. AVG managed to captured it. Still feeling not enough, I captured it myself deep-rootedly, searching for that worm everywhere, from registry, to folders, etc etc.
Later, since the backup CD is also infected, I need to download all the pictures needed to be given to Madam Jenny. I have to download it one-by-one, which is kinda tiring. Even strong coffee cannot prevent me from feeling sleepy. Rain outside even adds to this sleepiness.
It's rather exhausting by now, but rather happy can chat with Fr. Gabriel in this early dawn. I am awaiting for the rising sun, to bring me new hope, a new spirit, a new strength.
God bless you all!
Glad to help out
Anyway, I really enjoy this quietness of late midnight. Happy also to have help Priscilla to enquire to TMNet about her connection problem. I know what to do now, hehe.
Yesterday I was quite in fun at Catholic Family Day. Though not in it, but I can still feel the happy looks on everyone's face. We as prefects helped a lot at there, carrying foods, stuffs, sell, etc etc. Nothing ot be complaint at there, except my camera battery always runs out.
Back home with some sleepy heads and went to sleep as a method for celebrating Merdeka! Then later back to church with interesting start-outs in Mariology. I love this course, because I love Mother Mary very very much.
Several moments ago, I just take a sneak look at Emma's blog, and was really touched by her enchanting blog post. How I could wonder the girl who always look happy and cheerful is down into so deep into the emotional valley? That's make me understand her more, and adds a bit sadness to me too. Emma, if you wish to share with me, don't hestitate ya?
Emma and me in Prefect Night. She is my good friend, know her since Form 1.
This always draws me to think instability of teens' life. Often as teens, we don't know what this life for. We are so purged on studies, duties, tensions from parents, peer pressure, that until no room to be ourselves. We always have to wear the mask, that cover up who we really are, just to adapt into this society. We do feel tired of it, but this is reality!
Is it so hard to be happy? If so, why? If no, how to be happy?
As for me, I found happiness in hopes and dreams. That's why this blog is called "Chamber of Dreams", because surely you don't want all the glooms to pollute your dreams.
Always hope in God!
God bless you all!
Yesterday I was quite in fun at Catholic Family Day. Though not in it, but I can still feel the happy looks on everyone's face. We as prefects helped a lot at there, carrying foods, stuffs, sell, etc etc. Nothing ot be complaint at there, except my camera battery always runs out.
Back home with some sleepy heads and went to sleep as a method for celebrating Merdeka! Then later back to church with interesting start-outs in Mariology. I love this course, because I love Mother Mary very very much.
Several moments ago, I just take a sneak look at Emma's blog, and was really touched by her enchanting blog post. How I could wonder the girl who always look happy and cheerful is down into so deep into the emotional valley? That's make me understand her more, and adds a bit sadness to me too. Emma, if you wish to share with me, don't hestitate ya?
Emma and me in Prefect Night. She is my good friend, know her since Form 1.
This always draws me to think instability of teens' life. Often as teens, we don't know what this life for. We are so purged on studies, duties, tensions from parents, peer pressure, that until no room to be ourselves. We always have to wear the mask, that cover up who we really are, just to adapt into this society. We do feel tired of it, but this is reality!
Is it so hard to be happy? If so, why? If no, how to be happy?
As for me, I found happiness in hopes and dreams. That's why this blog is called "Chamber of Dreams", because surely you don't want all the glooms to pollute your dreams.
Always hope in God!
God bless you all!
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