September 17, 2006

Thanks be to God

Really I want to pay my thanks and praise to God most high, for quiding me to go through the tough day.

Feeling great when Streamyx line is recovering from its sluggishness last few days. Glad also, Chew Rou entrusted her PC to me to get it fixed. It's just a simple project, just have some scares about her PC's display issues. Now, just wait for the time to hand it back. Some sense of loneliness pops in my heart when I started to miss my loved ones.

Very tired by now. Although it's Sunday, many work still have to be done. Pictures wanted by Madam Su and brochure wanted by Madam Jenny are all going underway today. I rely on God's hand to storm off all the challenges. If I can't do these small things, how can I do the bigger things in future?

Cool right? Isn't that always cool to get all things done?

God bless and love you all!

September 13, 2006

Still sick

Yeah, I am still a bit sick, now getting better. Thank God for that. I am currently just have some minor sore throat, and also some discomfort around the chest whatsoever.

Streamyx is still down and laggy. Take long time to load even this page for me to blog. It's so frustrating, given the money I paid them every month. Well, good chence for me to train my patience.

I am still OK, that's all I want to say. God gives me the strength to let me do His will, to glorify his name.

Praise the Lord!

September 11, 2006

Sluggish Streamyx drives me crazy

Yeah, sometimes I want to call TMNet as "TMNuts." The speed currently I have now is totally unacceptable to be called ADSL connection, far more poorer than dial-up! To make things worse, I also cannot log in to MSN, although I check already on the net that's it's ok, but it still turns out to be "service is currently unavailable"!! What the....

Haiya, forget about that. Today still a rather relaxing and somehow energetic. I had 5 hours of Add Maths maniac in the morning, in which I finished off the exercises to catch up with others. Haha, you don't know how big is my head after doing those questions, hehehe.

Thanks be to God also, because I didn't break the beaker after falling from the tripod. Miraculously, when I thought it's going to be "habis cerita", it's still standing still on the table, no cracks whatsoever. Luckily the solution didn't stain anyone too. Some evil grins pops up from me when I saw Angel broke the filter funnel, wuahahaha!

Back home brings a surprise when Mum prepare a special lunch for my aunt who arrived from Kuching in the afternoon. I had as much as I want in that meal, wakaka, so full and even find somewhat hard to even move. Then in that afternoon, I just blog for my class. Recently I found out really hard to blog for prefects because I find out that nothing actually big enough to blog for.

With chocolate in my mouth, I just slept for a while. Routine vespers and rosary follows. Still a OK day for me, except for this super lousy Streamyx! Really hope TMNet can improve next time.

God is my source to inspire, to realise all my lovely dreams. Praise the Lord!

God bless you all!

September 9, 2006

Happy man prevails

I am still happy at the end of the day, right now sitting in front of PC to blog. Hehehe.... :)

Everything went well for me in the morning. The Add Maths extra class, though wrecks my weekend, was not a boring one. It's also much quieter after many of my classmates joins next door for an earlier class. Plus, I am listening much as I was doing my own Add Maths at the very back of the class, with super fast speed that will never slow down.

Then I took at transit at town, where I have another creamy Cornetto Royale for myself before taking a bus home. Being at home was rather boring. I was still in quiet fire with my mum for my refusal to go to Kuching High Camp in coming December. I don't really know is it necessary to be angry for that. To me, the future is decided by me (of course God is the source), so is my coming holiday plans.

That camp, I think, will cannot compete with the camp in which Emma participated last 2 weeks. It has some marine activities, which I love it but never have the chance to try it. That Kuching High Camp, will be just another traditional Red Crescent camp, where I have been through in last 2 years.

So, why say yes even it's in Kuching? No point saying yes, so I refused. Easy enough.

Afternoon proves to be very boring, indeed. I can't stand it, so just went to sleep. In that sleep, I had a very strange dream. It's indescribable, the most I can remember that I said out sa\ome bad words, and also somebody threatening over someone else. Gangsterisme I guess, L.O.L. Hope I won't be in such things.

After that, I just prepare myself to the singing competition. The unhappy looks from my mother, sister and brother quite annoyed me. If they don't want to go, well just tell me and let me go alone! I also don't want them to go there with a bad mood. *SIGH*

So all of us went there. Saw Priscilla, Xian Mei and their gang busy preparing for their performance. They called themselves "Happy Girls", and to me, they performed better than others because they are mobile on stage. Others are just like trees, though some really good at singing. Happy for them also although winning nothing, for their bravery and guts on stage in front of many people.

Also went to take a peek of the 3P camp. Nothing much. Seems relaxing. Seems easy. I also don't how to comment anything on them. Just keep my mouth shut to play safe.

Back home after some unnecessary supper. Rosary and vespers as usual gives much satisfaction in the Lord. That wraps my day today, hope you won't be bored by this long post!

God bless you all!

September 8, 2006

Frustrated at start, happy at end

This what I have written this morning, in Physics period.

"Feeling so frustrated now. Frustrated because today is supposed to be a joyful day.

"Oh yeah, it should be joyful for me as today we celebrate the Nativity of Blessed Virgin Mary. It's my Holy Mother's birthday, don't play play.

"Luckily, I managed to storm off the Physics PEKA just now. It's the experiment in which I maybe can memorize after written about it many times already in last 2 exams. Feeling relieved, but also feeling angry to Physics subject.

"I don't like Physics, really don't like it. Nothing in Physics draws my interest. I am not criticising the teacher, but the subject alone. Maybe is the opposing character that I tend to oppose the favourites. I know, Physics is among the favourite subjects for the elite students (excluding me). They like it, they love it, they enjoy it, but it's a strong no for me.

"I just don't like Physics. Yeah, it's......."

Not yet done with my writing, I am called for my rejected PEKA. Feel so dejected. Why don't just take it, and give a low grade for me? Try my best to do another one, even do the experiment myself. Many at 4S3 said that I am very serious that time, oh yeah, I am. Why? You just don't know how annoyed I am at that time.

Not enough with that, I released it when penalised during Add Maths lesson. I said to Lik Wong loudly that I deserved this penalty for my stupidity. So stupid until don't how to buy a new book, or even put papers on it. Many looked at me that time, and since that I am getting cooler and cooler.

Then at the 90 minutes break before Chinese class, I went to the beach to release all of my erupted anger. Relaxing to see the yachts far away, remembering my dream to go sailing one day. I slept there for 30 minutes on a bench, trying to put the fire at heart off.

Well, it's still an OK day for me. Emma is surprisingly came back Miri today at 1630 something. I thought she's going home at tomorrow, but whatever, I am glad that she's back. And due to tuition and transport, I could not watch the singing competition, which I heard that it's interesting even not much are watching.

That's my eventful day. Thank God for his strength for perservere me to go through all the hi's and lo's in my life.

God bless you all!

September 6, 2006

Don't like it at all

*Written at school this morning*

Fine, I know I am not supposed to comment anything about the prefects. However, strings of undesirable happenings make mewant to vomit.

Spot check at 3rd period is rather a shock, ridiculous and absurd to me. We are called to record down anyone who has more than RM 50? What the "dut"? Whenever I checked a student, I wonder, is it a spot check, or "wallet check"? Whatever we got for this is only four cigarettes! L.O.L.!

Later at recess time, all of my colleagues still group in their own and chit chat non-stop. That's not all, even after 1000, some still buy drinks and ice cream, and surrounding 3 still-eating guys with those helpless looks! Oh.....

Is this the so-called "best prefect board ever"? Still doubt it.

Anyway, my mood is better now. Forgive me if I offended anyone.

God bless you all!

September 5, 2006

Bad luck

This is somewhat frustrrating to me! Arrgghhh.....

Just after I have finished the long tuition of Add Maths, my excitement to go home was blown off. Why? It just only for the sake of a shoe! I cannot find my right shoe! What the "dut"???!! I searched everywhere around the house, and even with some help, it's still in vain.

Things are not ended there. After I know I am going to enraged my dad waiting outside there for too long, I just went to the car bare-footed. However, he insisted to find it again. When he reversed the car, unknowingly, BAAAANNGGG! What the "dut" again! Luckily this time only the right signal light of the another car is damaged. Certainly Dad is unhappy to compensate for the loss, and I am very unhappy of everything, because it seems that all of that is caused by me.

Anyway, prayed hard just now, and my enotions is quite calm now. Sorry I pay for the another driver. Too bad for everyone though.

Nevermind, I want to keep hopeful in God!

Thanks for reading, and God bless you all!