I can feel that it's getting worse and worse

Seriously, I feel I am in recession as well.

Looking on how in vain is my effort to cut cost, I just feel...


And I have to use that freaking card to get cash to pay bill, buy books, notes, taxi and FREAKING FEED MYSELF! Ah pressure.....

Think of money can really chicken me out. Really, I am so scared now.

God bless you all!

And yeah, I hope Israel - Gaza conflict can end soon. It's getting too much. God bless the peace-makers.