Approaching year-end

Yes, the end of year is coming now! Mind you, it's November already!

I woke up lazily early in the morning, feeling very reluctant to go to school actually. Since that time, I think I will have a bad day, and so it did. The day does not go in my desired way.

Upon arrival at school, I just went to sleep on my desk since the chapel is closed. I just felt so lazy to go for duties because I think it simply makes no sense at that moment to control the students. I also felt nothing much I can do at the preparation works for the coming school function tomorrow. So, helplessly I went back class, play cards, check papers, chit chat, and sleep again.

Talk about exam, little bit I am disappointed because I lost to the top guy Ee Cheng by 1 point. Still, I am quite satisfied with my improvement. Nothing to regret actually, I had done my very best, and that's the fruit I reap. Simple as that.

If not I was forced to go to the training in the afternoon, I would rather to stay on to help the guys to prepare the function. When I saw them at Brighton shop houses, walking in a big gang, I was so eager to join them. Well, the training was still OK, whilst bringing back to the basics which need to be repolished. I could not say it's fun, nor educational, nor beneficial, but just OK.

As today is All Saints Day, I went to St. Dominic's Chapel at Taman Tunku for the Mass. This feast remind me that God has a call on me to holiness. As Christians, as quoted from Mother Theresa, "holiness is not luxury, it's a necessity." Quite true. How I admire the saints at heaven now, living with Christ happily ever after, praising God while nothing can take them away. I dearly hope that I can be one of them today.

Jesus said in Beatitudes, "Blessed as those who are poor in spirit, there's is the kingdom of God." I pray that my thirst and hunger for the love and grace of God shall never fade away. Only God can satisfy my needs, and I want to totally rely on him, just like the saints has done. 1 thing I know, when Jesus appeared in glory, we shall be like him, for sure.

With all the saints in heaven, let's praise the Lord!

God bless you all! Love you all!