Day to forget, but have many pictures, LOL

Ah, I wish I can instantly forget this day when I wake up tomorrow morning. Wish time can pass as fast as lightning.

As you have seen in the title, though it's a suckers day for me, but still, many pictures will be shown here. Just to show how wuliaw and lazy I am to ignore studies and indulging in blogging relentlessly.

This morning went on quite OK per say. I didn't fall asleep in any periods, but spent many time talking with friends. While talking about DSLR camera, haha... Look this...


Haha, Angel shot this when I am showing my lame skills to shoot with "virtual" DSLR camera. Haha.... Also have shots with friends too, to kill our time and boredom.

With Angel, who's very scared of the camera glaring flash. That's why this pic is somewhat blurry. But I like our smile! :)


Me, Ah Bong, Melissa, Angel and Shasha! Quite nice what? LOL

Morning was still OK la. Khin Sheng, Yien Houng, Jenny and I then went to Pak Hock Lin to have lunch. Luckily I didn't eat there because the price is like "dut"...

But at there, I....

SMOKING??!! OK, I know it looks fake. Look at Brendan's style....

Haha, this one is more real, though not me, LOL

Having enough at that not-so-worth restaurant, we just went back school. Khin Sheng challenged me and bet RM10 to jump over the rubbish bin there.


I did jump over, and as I was grinning mischievously..... what the....

MY BLAZER DROPPED! Oh luckily didn't dropped into the rubbish bin!

Enough with the craps. Didn't do anything for backdrop-making at afternoon, except for taking pictures.

That time some archery people come to school to teach our junior students. Seems fun.

Bull's eye seems very big.


Got this as well. Gonna have fun then!

Something touch me when I was called to shoot a group photo. I was so keen to be in them as well. I felt so frustrated, that if pictures with me inside, are always the imperfect ones. You know, bad pictures make my day terribly a disaster.

Furthermore, the feeling of failure to get her attention also "crush" my heart into pieces. I could do nothing but to lick my wounds with tears rolling down my eyes. I still don't understand, what make me so difficult to be around with her?

I also forgot to take my file, which contain the registration form of FAC. Just because of that, Mum keep on pestering me being so forgetful nowadays. This added fuel to my fire. Back home, I forced myself to sleep to forget them all.

Anyway, I'll struggle on to keep hoping in the Lord. It brings a lot of peace to me. Glad that tomorrow's Chinese class and tuition are canceled, so surely I have much free time to enjoy.

OK, that's all for now. God bless you all! LOVE & PEACE

If you see a girl cry.....

Guys, what will you do whenever you see any girl around you, crying to herself there?

What's the first things rush into your mind?

Somebody hurt her? Disappointment? Did anything wrong to her? Break up? Or, the other way around, shedding tears of joy???

Would you label them as "crying pau", just because they are crying like immature kids? Just because they tend to cry, do you label them as weak, second-class?

Let me ask you again.... *coughs*

Do you have any right and authority to stop anyone from crying, whatever the situations? Who are you, so-called great and terer enough, to stop people from expressing their deepest feelings, through crying?

Conclusion, if you see girls (or boys too) cry, let them be. Give your neck to them and talk if possible. Never stimulate his/her to shed more tears. Your love and support surely makes them feel better, and your friendship/relationship stronger.

God bless you all! PEACE

Raring to GO

Yay! I am going to Kuantan for National First Aid Competition! Wakakaka.... So happy!! :D

Just as follow up, finally I received the very confirmation upon receiving of registration form!

Appraisal Letter from Sarawak Branch.


I can't believe it I am going there....

It's gonna like being in Champions League for Arsenal FC when my team and I at there. Of course, we are SO RARING TO GO NOW!

Wonder how my teammates feel when receiving this letter? Haha...

Just a catch, I wonder whether this competition will clash with the exams, because it will be held last week before 1st Term holiday. Who knows, school won't allow us to go, because we have exams!

It will be a lame excuse, but then I KEEP HOPING.

I DO THIS FOR GLORY OF GOD'S NAME.

Praise the Lord!

Dare to LOVE

Quite touched when I read about Pope Benedict's audience to youth's where he talk much about LOVE. It's very relevant to us, even you are not Catholic.

"Everybody feels the longing to love and to be loved," the Pope says in his message. "Yet, how difficult it is to love, and how many mistakes and failures have to be reckoned with in love! There are those who even come to doubt that love is possible.

"But if emotional delusions or lack of affection can cause us to think that love is utopia, an impossible dream, should we then become resigned?"

"No!" the Holy Father replies. "Love is possible, and the purpose of my message is to help reawaken in each one of you -- you who are the future and hope of humanity -- trust in a love that is true, faithful and strong; a love that generates peace and joy; a love that binds people together and allows them to feel free in respect for one another."

Get what's TRUE LOVE by now? It's not always defined as love between man and woman, though it still applies in.

He also mentioned 3 stages of "discovering love."

• Stage 1: Know that God is all source of love. In fact, God's own being is love, take Trinity as perfect example.
• Stage 2: Love in all magnitude (means in everything you can), just like Christ's love revealed to us on the Cross.
• Stage 3: Love longs to be shared. "Love" and "to be loved", both of them really like antagonistic muscles we've learnt in Biology. If we love others, we should share our love.

Last but not least, Holy Father (means Pope, it's a venerable title for Pope) stated to love others need indispensable grace from our Lord, where only Him can keeps us away from resigning to love.

To Catholics, we are also encourage to pray, to stay close contact with Christ. Plus, Eucharist is a "great school of Love." Adore Lord Jesus in that Eucharistic Bread.

OK, remember, DARE TO LOVE!

Signing off with lot's of love....

God bless and loves you all!

Calculus freak

Here I come just want blog for a while! Hehehe...

Today is a "so far so good" for me. Though pressure of homeworks, PBSMM stuffs, thoughts about her, etc come crushing me, thank God, I still can cruise them on. My secret weapon?

HOPE!

With hope I can conquer.... hahaha.... :D

This morning I receive an early greeting card from Melissa. What a warm feeling....


Somehow it reminded me to start send away cards as sincere wish to the coming Chinese New Year. As people say, giving brings more happiness than receiving.

Also discovered myself as CALCULUS FREAK! LOL...

Have to admit that because I find myself sucks in geometry, but quite well in calculus, i.e integration. Though it's just the start, and yeah, it's mind-boggling, I start to "fall in love" to it.

Can you smell what's the "integration" is cooking?


Waleo eh...

In geometry, I hate the slow speed while plotting and drawing graphs, where it always getting me to wrong points whatsoever. But in calculus, I can do them in fast speed, which is highly-satisfying. I just love the passion of speed in Add Maths.

OK la, that's all. God bless you all! LOVE AND PEACE

Yes my dear?

Yes my dear?

That's my reply whenever a girl called me for something. I don't think there's anything wrong, nor sending any weird signals that will make people misunderstand. I love it saying like this!

So girls, if I call "my dear", don't be shocked OK? And don't misunderstand?

This morning started quite delightfully, though missed the earlier morning Mass. Primary reason for that happiness because I CAN TALK WITH HER! :D Oh how joyful I was, even for that few seconds!

Later went on to kerja amal for Moral project.

LOL...

Besides cleaning the drain, I also helped many classmates to have their own pictures. That also contributes to my today's happiness. I simply love to help others.

Pity to Julia today. Her diary was hi-jacked by a group of guys. I know this added salts to her wound in heart. I don't like and want my friends (especially girls) to be hurt, in any means. Daphne latter gave them a peace of her mind, and me reprimanding them as well. Whether they learnt their lesson or not, it's their problem.

There's so much free time in class, so many went taking photos around. Me included as well. As always, it's my favourite to have photos with girls. Hehehe....

With Julia. Hope she can get over her problem soon.


With Beth lo. My first time taking pictures with my hands on girl's shoulder le. Don't think me is horny o...

Later I stayed at school for first aid training. But then I realized the venue was actually at HQ. LOL, it's a stupidly stuff. But then I was still happy to be there, though only 20 minutes.

After novena, I went home, prayed and online. Read others' blog, keep on complaining their life whatsoever. I am not despising them, but think again, why complain? Why complain where you can always HOPE? Now I don't want to complain because I cannot talk with her, rather, to HOPE one day can communicate heart-to-heart with her! Just a little example la...

So my friends, Form 5 is hard, but with HOPE, surely you can conquer. You can think I am still immature and naive to think like that, but I truly believes HOPE MAKES MIRACLES.

With lot's of love, may God bless you all! PEACE

It's very rainy

Wow, what a super duper rainy day....

Everyone here in Miri the Seahorse City will agree with me, today was very rainy indeed, non-stop from yesterday night, TILL NOW. I wonder if any flood strikes the low area.

It reminded me about the massive flood showdown at Johor recently. Pity to see them suffering like that. Thank God that I never in such disaster. Like in a Chinese saying, "in peace, thinking disaster." We should never expect we will be immune from natural disasters, just because of better geographical positions.


It's going to be "habis cerita" for me if flood strikes my house.

Anyway, I went under the rain for 2 times, but not feeling any coldness thanks to the thick clothing I wore at school. Some placed their hand on my arm, and walao, SO COLD LIKE CORPSES (dead body)! Well, that's price we pay studying in the only well-functioning air-conditioned class room.

Classes went through swiftly and steadily. Sitting with Khin Sheng at the back of the lab was fun because he's such a funny and very "chattable" guy. Found Julia in low mood today due to her own personal problems. Won't want to force her saying it, but could only advice her to cry out if make her feel better.

Eventually she sent me an SMS just now, and thank me for that advice. In return, she advise me to express my feelings to my "dream girl" before it's too late. LOL, sounds like hitting me back.

"Dream girl"? Is "her" my "dream girl"? Or "wonder girl"? Or "future wife"? I can't be that serious, isn't it? But I want to be serious. Anything la.... leave you all guessing again....

That's all for today. Thank God for this day, and I have to gear up at this late night to finish my work!

Love you all! God bless.....