So fun

Today, as I have hoped, a great day for me!

Early in the morning I went home early after Mass because both my brother and I decided not to go to cell group. Relieved because never like the male-only cell group, which is very BORING!

Anyway, back to the Mass. Jesus today praised the widow who only donated 2 little coins, which is already everything to them. This made me reflected on how we should be always generous. Even in giving gifts, the most important is our sincerity. Very important I have to say. Thanks to Jesus for that teaching.

Back at home I start not to feel well. I had no idea for that. Probably with the over-clothing when taking nap upstairs, making me hot like "dut." When I woke up something was wrong again with my body. Strange. Am I having some sort of illnesses? Only God knows what happened to me.

Then I prepared myself to attend the joint-PTA dinner at Parkcity Everly Hotel. Likewise at Prefect Night last time, I wore all black again. The dishes served, honestly speaking, was not really good and tasty. Surprised to see some of my prefect colleagues went there as temporary waiters and waitresses there. Here's some of the good shots there, with me and the girls la. LOL.

Backdrop and the band.

Syok sendiri inside The Pavilion.

Too bad that time because all the prefects have to be split because actually there's no FREE SEATING. Anyway, I sat with parents, with friends just within short distance. Still OK, hassle free enough.

Bishop officiates the function. Rather shocking to take this pic because of the unexpected booming sound.

With Kristine, who Samuel said that she is fat. I totally disagree, she's looks great!

A photo with Chew Rou outside. She's so sexy and attractive!

Again the best shot is with the gorgeous Emma!

Funny bloopers with the 2 girls up at 6th floor. See how funny?

Haha, another syok sendiri la!

More on the Photobucket. The ones shown above are the best, so I think others at Photobucket cannot compete with these. Hehehehehe.....

Not going to sleep early tonight. Still ave lot's of job yet to be done, in which I also don't know when I am going to finish them all, especially the add maths project. So mind boggling le....

Thank God for all of these today. Such a wonderful and eventful day given by Him. I cannot ask for more than this. In Jesus and Mary, I want to continue to hope, because hope gives me the strength to make my dreams come true.

God bless you all!

Bolehlah....

When I woke up this morning, I just felt it's not going to be a pleasing day for me. After this while, well, ups and downs are there, but all of that just simply satisfying.

Felt so homesick after Mass. I just want to take the bus home, but cannot because I got to attend the YLC, for the first time ever of course. It's a new experience to speak up front, but I am still not fluent enough to speak in public, means cannot talk smoothly or express what I want to say properly.

Fair enough with that meeting. Thought want to go out again, but the homesick feeling make me went back home. Ah, so relieved to sleep for a while and have free lunch at home. No more that frustrating feeling, at least for a while.

After that, I went back to HQ to have training for coming first-aid competition. Nevertheless this training is just OK for me, as I keep trying to get the team leader post. That's what I want the most, since I suck being No.2. See first how it goes.

As said, it was very relieving to be at home after each dreadful training. Of course PC was the first place to reach upon reaching home. My aunt coming from Bintulu keep saying about her Amway things and I listened to her talks without much complaints. Anyway, there's no such will that I want to be businessman. I am still very strong on my dream to become a priest.

I just let my future be done according to God's will. As Paul said in readings to day, with God's power, there's nothing that cannot be done.

After dinner, all went to Boulevard to have some shopping. At there, I was busy with my handphone. Simply exciting and I love it. Never been so busy before to SMS with girls. Haha, thanks a lot to Emma and Priscilla, if not I will be so bored strolling around without anything.

Then we didn't went straight home, but went uphill to Canada Hill. There we have some night drinks there, as well as watching the gorgeous night scenery. Wasn't that superb to bring someone I love to there to have a date, or simply enjoy all of these silently? LOL.

It's still OK at the end of the day. Thanks be too God for all of these. May He continue to grant me the strength and hope to face every challenges in life.

Hope tomorrow's going to be great Sunday!

God bless you all!

Tired and sick

Feeling very tired indeed after the sleepless day. Felt a bit sick too. Why? I will tell you later so please read on.

As usual and directed, I went to school with my T-shirt and tracksuit only. Much comfortable I have to say. Again at school we started off playing games at school. I helped Jenny to win her chess tie with Leslie, then lost to her badly in another game of marbles. Then all prefects were called to do some jobs, where I painted the scribbles in the toilets and everywhere around the school.

It's an easy task so went to class earlier than expected. After an hour, we had a long haul meeting with Mr. Patrick. It's a super duper long haul talk, where so many issues are brought out and some sharing by teacher. Of course, we did discuss about the Prefect Trip, and my proposal for trip to Brunei was immediately tickled off. All simply want to go KL, which of course I want too. But think again, I know it's possible, but seriously I doubt it whether we can planned it on time. It's somehow clash with the competition dates too.

Then back at home, it was just simple. Somehow I discover that surfing the net at Linux is faster than at WIndows. Whether how true or accurate is that I am not so sure, but it's happening like this now, so I am in a LInux system to type the post. Kim How asked a few questions about Linux thinggy where I answered gladly.

In the evening, I went to Theology class after several weeks absence for many reasons. Today discuss about Marian devotions, in which I think very important for my spiritual life. I would want to know what is scapular, it's something to wear but never heard about it. Anyway, frustrated also because the presentations which I want to see is the week where I will have the YLC camp.

After stepping the cathedral, something went wrong in me. I felt sick. I felt like heart is getting difficult to pump blood. Something like HEART ATTACK. Not sure of course, but it's causing discomfort in chest. Oh, what's gonna happen to me?

Anyway, I just let all the things happen to God. As I know, God made me a Temple, so that He himself may live in me. How happy I am! I hope, through the intercession of Blessed Virgin Mary, I can enter the new Jerusalem, the new Heaven and Earth, and let Jesus be my God forever and ever.

Hope this post is not crap post either. Haha....

Peace of the Lord be with you all! God bless!

Just too normal

Such a long time since I last posted anything to this blog. Wonder what happened to me now.

Anyway, today is only like a normal day as ever, passing through without ever knowing it. I went to church and school early in the morning. As I watched some have started off their own Add Maths project work, yes, this is true, I am still very reluctant to start anything yet. Somehow I like to do things in last-minutes. It's simply fun, and can feel the urgency of adrenaline. Haha....

Anyway, time is school is mostly spent (maybe wasted, anyway you might think) in playing games, like UNO. Sometimes were invested in discussing Physics and Biology. For Physics, I am just glad that I can pass it on the mark, Biology as well had an improvement this time. Anyway, clean sheet record is still on hand. Haha, please don't blame me being proud lo. Playing UNO is large group was very fun but very "painful" when have to wait for my turn to throw the cards. When it's "draw" situation, it's simply exciting to "harm" others to draw many cards. Wakakaka....

Ah, today in school I also didn't wear my tie! Just realized it when I tried to search for it when I came out from chapel. LOL, even Principal didn't scold me when he entered the class. I was so near to him, and yet didn't get scolded. I luckily joked myself to my friends, being at the most dangerous place is the safest place. LOL. Anyway, thank God, I found my tie left in the car. It's horried to wear without tie for even a day with a blazer. Looks like pro gangsters le. Haha

Then from afternoon until night, I can just summarize all of them as relaxing. I slept, ate, slept again, prayed, post forums and blogs, just like that, so normal.

Let my dreams be surrendered to God. May God with his all mercy, and by the body and blood of Jesus Christ, bring the souls in purgatory to heaven. May all of us may share the Great Banquet in heaven when Christ calls us back to glory.

To all Catholics (and Christians from various churches as well if you believe in purgatory), please pray for the souls of departed ones, and the souls in purgatory.

God bless you all!

Again?

It always feeling deserved to be happy when the day starts. Similar for me, I was hoping the same too, after a tiring, sleepless night.

It's convocation at school, and again I cannot help much in this function, because I have to be upstage to take prizes again. With camera on my hand, again I felt the rejected just because of the camera. What's wrong with taking pictures? Is there something as camera phobia? I don't get it.

Here's what I got overall in the 2-day-ceremony. Pardon me to show off, hehe...

After some clearing jobs, I went to town, whilst enjoyed some ice cream and magazines. Reached home at half past noon, where I didn't take the lunch. I went so sleepy that I slept 5 hours in afternoon.

Night was much cooler, much more enjoyable. I helped Dad with his presentation and pictures. And Mark recently has been tagged as "singer" as he always downloads songs and sings out loud.
Then I just a phone call, saying there's training tomorrow. Again! Yes, we are not perfect nor up to basic standard yet, but I FELT VERY FRUSTRATED about it. It's not on schedule, and it hijacks my weekend for sure. How I wish I could slam her with my "poisonous" words! I could just bitterly take it in, and try to be humble.

Seriously, I think it would be much better to just quit it and let better people or those who claim to be better to replace me. It's no point to be in competition if I am not happy with it, without enjoying the process.

Anyway, in this late night, I know at least God is with me. He knows my feeling, emotions, mentality, and so on. And whatsoever is that, I do it for the glory of God! Should I am eliminated or kicked out, I promise I will have no regrets.

God bless you all!

Hot on PC

This morning I went to school early, while quite many of my classmates are still lazying around at home, for the prize giving ceremony. All I care was what I would get for my straight A's in PMR last year.

Bishop was the one who officiated the ceremony. I didn't really listen to the speeches because I simply not interested in it. To kill the boredom, I borrowed pen and paper from Yien Houng and write so many LAME things.

Then went upstage to receive the prize. Quite happy because I got RM30. That's pretty good, can buy something I want already. The food provided is also not bad, where I ate a lot f eggs. I talked A LOT too! However, I felt a bit guilty because I could not help around during the function, but just watched them helplessly.

Anyway, I went home at 11 then it's my relax time! Continue to fuss around with PC. Feeling overjoyed when finally installed and surfed the web successfully with Firefox 2 in Kubuntu. However, I was not very satisfied, and I changed my Linux system to Ubuntu. Big mistake! Yes, at here, only Firefox can access Internet, others cannot! What the.... I nearly felt crazy browsing around the forums for solutions!

No wonder many, including PC experts are Linux-phobic. I can understand why, but I just loved the challenge.

Emma asked me who's the "you" I mentioned in MSN personal message. Still I kept my fingers tight. Not really sure I "like" or "target" her, because I simply don't want to target anyone for now, and even lose the friendship with her, rather I am more eager to my policy "interested in everyone!" Haha!

As we commemorate all the departed today, Jesus continues to gives us hope. Death is definitely not destruction, but a change of life. What's more important is our eternal life. By the resurrection of Christ from the dead, we are all given a hope of eternal life, that's guaranteed. As in one of mystery of faith, "Dying you destroy our death, rising you restore our life, Lord Jesus, come in glory!"

Continue to hope in God! Praise the Lord!

Approaching year-end

Yes, the end of year is coming now! Mind you, it's November already!

I woke up lazily early in the morning, feeling very reluctant to go to school actually. Since that time, I think I will have a bad day, and so it did. The day does not go in my desired way.

Upon arrival at school, I just went to sleep on my desk since the chapel is closed. I just felt so lazy to go for duties because I think it simply makes no sense at that moment to control the students. I also felt nothing much I can do at the preparation works for the coming school function tomorrow. So, helplessly I went back class, play cards, check papers, chit chat, and sleep again.

Talk about exam, little bit I am disappointed because I lost to the top guy Ee Cheng by 1 point. Still, I am quite satisfied with my improvement. Nothing to regret actually, I had done my very best, and that's the fruit I reap. Simple as that.

If not I was forced to go to the training in the afternoon, I would rather to stay on to help the guys to prepare the function. When I saw them at Brighton shop houses, walking in a big gang, I was so eager to join them. Well, the training was still OK, whilst bringing back to the basics which need to be repolished. I could not say it's fun, nor educational, nor beneficial, but just OK.

As today is All Saints Day, I went to St. Dominic's Chapel at Taman Tunku for the Mass. This feast remind me that God has a call on me to holiness. As Christians, as quoted from Mother Theresa, "holiness is not luxury, it's a necessity." Quite true. How I admire the saints at heaven now, living with Christ happily ever after, praising God while nothing can take them away. I dearly hope that I can be one of them today.

Jesus said in Beatitudes, "Blessed as those who are poor in spirit, there's is the kingdom of God." I pray that my thirst and hunger for the love and grace of God shall never fade away. Only God can satisfy my needs, and I want to totally rely on him, just like the saints has done. 1 thing I know, when Jesus appeared in glory, we shall be like him, for sure.

With all the saints in heaven, let's praise the Lord!

God bless you all! Love you all!